Date With Mr. Available~

Ok...I need to tell about the "date." Mr. Available suggested we meet at a said place...I thought that was a great idea just in case I needed to make an emergency exit. You just never know. We decided where to meet...well, actually he told me where to meet him and what time. I allowed myself plenty of time to get ready....and arrived right on time at a quaint place in downtown Murfreesboro. I walked in and a man standing near the door approaced me with a big smile on his face. My first thought was he was looking at someone behind me...nope..he was looking right at me! Wow, was not expecting Mr. Available to be so...errr handsome. He said "hello" and leaned in to give me a swift peck on my cheek. We enjoyed a light meal and more easy conversation.....we finished it off with coffee and more conversation. I don't like being put on the spot so just when I felt uneasy about questions or talking about myself he would ease into something else that made me feel a bit more comfortable. I found myself really enjoying his company! We ended the evening with a walk to my car. He was really quite the gentleman...and he really is very handsome! He asked me if he could call me later to ensure that I arrived home safely.... he phoned as promised...we talked more...he asked me out for another date the next evening but with the impending snow forecast I told him we better not. Well....he and I are going to go out again next Thursday night. My thoughts on this....if I must move on....if I must get out there, then I will enjoy doing so with someone like him. I really deep down just want my marriage to have a miraculous healing, I don't think that is going to happen because in order for that to happen both parties have to be wanting the same things. My ex is quite enjoying his single life....and I need to get up out of my pool of tears and find a life. I don't want a "relationship" but I do think I could really enjoy having the company of someone really nice. That was one of my new years resolution to go out on a date with someone really nice...and I did. That makes me happy, and hopeful for at least getting out of this misery I have been in. I gotta go...my phone is about to ring by Mr Available...;)