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Men think that you want them to be your everything. I am not referring to Mr. Available, whom I am working hard to figure how to include a little secret photo under his name in a post so you can sneak a peak, didn't think it would be very nice to post a big old pic of him on my blog without permission from him...which I may get soon. The problem with that is if I ask for permission to post his mug then he will then feel he has the right to read my blog which changes EVERYTHING! Men you talk to or "date" or have a broken heart from do not get the right to read your blog. I know it is public material but the general public does not give a hootie about my meanderings, whereas a current Mr. or a Ex may actually get a Birdseye view of my thoughts and feelings and gripes and that is just not cool at all! The whole reason I blog anyway it to vent, you know, journal it out baby.....and I type so much faster than I write so the old fashioned journaling really is unappealing to me now. I could make it private but then it would really seem I had something to hide, which I don't ..... OK, on communication with people...let me REWIND a bit, another said Mr. and I have been communicating. He talked for 3 hours about his x wife and x girlfriend the first time we spoke. The only reason I let the conversation go that long is he would never shut the heck up long enough for me to get off the phone with him. Another key factor is we shared the same useless attorney who has really screwed him over by dropping the ball on some important matters and has really caused him a lot of hardship. Besides that, whoa, the man has a lot to talk about. I just hope he will find another person to talk to soon. I told him that a man that talks about his ex'es so much is in no way ready to date anyone. He said I am the only lady he knows who is so honest with him...I am thinking well I am not that honest cause if I were I would just tell you what a migraine you are giving me blah blah blah all the time. I decided to tell him as soon as possible that I am still in love with my husband and want to try to save my marriage....that will send him running for sure. It will send my ex running too bahhaaaa! I gotta just laugh it out sometimes, crying all the time sux.